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~…401…~



Once upon a time me saying I love you explained it all.
But then we grew…
you took root so deeply in my heart,

intertwining in all that I am,
taking hold of the most precious part of me
wrapping and cocooning it
until you became my existence,
you became my heart beat,
the blood in my veins sings your name,
the pores on my skin breathe you
and my bones?
My bones are reinforced
with every loving word shared between us…
its not just I love you…
its in me there is us
and from us there is love…
.x.

Your my heart.
But not just my heart.
Your voice affects my skin,
you make my body temperature warm up,
your words
paint landscapes in my mind.
You must be a drug in my blood,
That I’m seriously addicted to.
But your more than that.
Every day with you
gives me a high that money just can’t buy,
that nothing and no one
can replicate ever.
I swear your name
is carved into my very bones.
But its deeper than that.
You are a part of the very stardust
ground into the makings of my bones.
I am bound to you
with the threads of the very fine essence that makes me who I am.
Simply put…
you are a part of me,
you complete me,
there is no me,
without you…
.x.

A way to love you…



I wish that I could slit my wrists
open up with a gush of you,
Let the outpourings spellbind weary
travellers so true,
That I could speak and regale stories
telling wondrous tales of your love,
How your lips form pronunciations
your accent like a whisper of heaven above,
One look from you
and I’m slain,
Dear sweet man you drive me
so totally insane,
Everywhere I go someone reminds me of you
it blossoms a warmth within,
If I’m totally being honest?
you’re the sweetest most sexy sin,
And you’re a man just a man
but oh dear heaven above,
I’m so totally enchantedly
intoxicatingly in love…x.

~…Tongue and Moans…~

Running kisses

down my hips,

The fire engulfs me

from your lips,

Singing melodies against

my skin,

As your fingers leave trails across me

veins on fire within,

Soft and slow

teasing,

Soft bite gasping pleasure

begging pleasing,

Ice cube dances

dangerously slow,

As my skin in flames

you drag it low,

Molton lava

at my core,

Ice cube melted

is no more,

Look at you eyes filled

with feverish desire,

Heightened sensitivity

passionate fire,

Spring winds up

detonations clicking into place,

Coil winds tightly

slowly no race,

Soft mewling turns to

breathless moans of pleasure,

Taking your sweet time

exquisite torture at your leisure,

The peak hits and cascades

release a flood as body quiver,

Make it multiple don’t stop release harder

creamy river,

Hum of amused pleasure

reverberates across skin from my core,

Rolling a shuddering wave of

release once more,

Mouth softly sucks and bites

going up to hips,

Sweet seductress fire trails

across belly from lips,

Stiff peaks worshipped

by storytelling tongue,

As I detonate again

fall vastly undone,

Teeth grazes neck

shiver down my spine,

Words whispered softly

you were made to be mine…x.

~…The heartbroken poet…~

Drown me down
just drown me my sweet,
Splinter me into a hundred thousand pieces
so that I may die at your feet,
Take that strong sharp blade
that is made by only you,
Take my heart do as you will
cut it cut my heart all the way through,
Let me drown in the bitter sweet sorrow
that only you my sweet create,
Break me my sweet
smash each and every jagged piece don’t worry this is fate,
Watch as my fingers bleed
picking the pieces from the floor,
But as soon as I have to many my sweet
destroy my emotions once more,
Everytime you make me hurt
you make the words pour free,
It’s like the poet in me needs your push pull
so that I can be me,
But no it is as far from that
as I could ever write,
You are a drug and I but a hopeless addict
clawing the walls of my own mind at night,
Wanting needing with this hunger
an all consuming passion of mine,
And yet but here I am cascading all over this page
suspending this emotion in the cradle of time,
And as time forever ticks forward
this emotional outpouring forever frozen will stay,
And will be nothing but a distant echoing of dust
something blown because it got in the way,
The very memory of my words will become nothing more
than a ghosted dream that caresses you on the breeze,
A fleeting moment that will give you but a nano second of pause
when you alone in thought glance at the trees,
So my dear sweet I hand you my never faulting loyal heart
to use my emotions as you desire,
Break me in a way only you can and allow these emotions to overflow
light but the spark and I will burn in my own fire….

.x.

Bringing me down…

Song after song plays
and I miss you,
My heart feeling heavier and heavier
hurting so true,
Mind plays games
it brings me down,
The very best I can do
is sigh and frown,
Because inside I’m shattering
breaking,
This toll on my heart
its taking,
I cant cope with this I
just wanna drown,
Emotions take hold
they’re pulling me down,
And my hearts so damn stupid
holding out hope,
Consistently telling me
“hey you can cope”,
But no I can’t
emotions sliding so far away,
And I know that I’m breaking
breaking today…
.x.

Written and inspired by… Lady Antebellum “Need you now”

For J.J.L. love always.x.x.

…pause stop rewind replay…

I’m losing you

and I’m slipping,

Can’t cope

and I’m tripping,

Feeling interwoven twines snap

losing hope,

Distance distance distance

can’t cope,

I’m spiralling

not okay,

Can’t do this anymore

today,

Entwined within

my soul,

You’re what makes me

whole,

And this is so

not not not okay,

I’m struggling so harshly

loathing today,

I need to hit pause stop rewind

replay,

Just can’t take this today

Fuck I’m not okay

Don’t let it be I pray

In my heart you lay

Doesn’t matter what I say

Need you in every way

Hit pause stop rewind replay…

.x.

…For J.J.L. massive hugs.x.x.x.x

~….I Long….~

I long to hold you in the afternoon
as you go about your day,

A precious few moments of silence
as you go about your day,

I long to hold you in the evening
the tv playing along,

And its only you I’d notice
as some actor sings some song,

I long to hold you at midnight
when there’s silence and no sound,

With only my heart beating fast
as thats what happens when you’re around,

To hold you close in the darkness
way past the setting Sun,

You’re the missing piece that makes me whole
i’m a zero but you make me one….x.

~….24 hours….~

Its 10pm and I’m so tired I

 need sleep,

My mind moves faster

my thoughts you keep,

Its 11pm 

and I’m missing you,

My Sweet my heart

you have so true,

Its 12am and at the ceiling I

stare,

I so want to message you

just to know your there,

Its 1am 

and my mind whirls on,

I know I’d never cope

if you were gone,

Its 2am 

and anxiety kicks in,

Tell me my Sweet

in which way do you sin,

Its 3am 

your better than me,

This silence is hurting

it won’t let me be,

Its 4am

wish you were here,

Damn all I want 

is just to have you near,

Its 5am getting light

outside,

From all these thoughts?

there’s nowhere to hide,

Its 6 am your going

to bad,

Try not to cry

to much I’ve said,

Its 7am 

my day must start,

You reside 

so deep in my heart,

Its 8am 

here its all go,

My Sweetness these thoughts

my heart it does know,

Its 9am

I sit on the floor,

My Sweetness these thoughts 

my emotions are raw,

Its 10am

tell me how I cope,

I’ll tell you my love

its because I have hope,

Its 11am I’m tired 

and alone, 

So wish I

could call you my own,

Its 11am

is there another lady?

I’m getting emotional

there isn’t a maybe,

Its 12pm do you dream

of me,

Do you think of the future

and what it can be,

Its 1pm 

a message from you,

My heart skips a beat

I fall in love anew,

2pm I saw

you online,

I do that to

from time to time,

Its now 3pm,

sleeps calling me,

I day dream of you

of what could be,

Its 4pm 

you send me a moon,

Fate is an ass 

I’m enveloped in gloom,

5pm and we’ve talked

I feel sad,

Your busy I’m lost

I must be so bad,

6pm our conversations no depth

I know that your busy but don’t talk to me,

Its only “I love yous”

guess I’ll leave you be,

Its 7pm 

feels like I’m falling apart,

I must of been shot

there’s a hole iny heart, 

Its 8pm 

How’re you? how’s your day,

I’m ok, its going

is all that you day,

Its 9pm 

so in love with you,

So many damn thoughts 

wonder how many are true,

Its 10pm 

I’ve been up twenty four,

My Sweetness I’m tired

but can’t sleep once more….

Games….

Its hurts

that’s all,

You push

you pull,

You do as you do

but not as you say,

Secrets and hiding

games that you play,

A damn fucking whirlwind

not what’s on your mind,

And then she’s the bad one

for the things that she’ll find,

Ih why don’t you stop

your secrets and lies,

She’s sick of the smiling

while inside she cries,

Its simple those actions

speak louder you know,

She hangs on your word

so go with the flow,

Quit your hiding 

because with you she’ll go,

Let her in she’ll show you

things different anew,

About time you quit the games

that girl is so into you….

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