Tag Archive: Desire


A thought of you….

….Write your words in crooked lines
    at depth across my skin,
Smile that secret smile
   as I fall for the perfect sin,
Dance your fingers
   the softest feelings across my veins,
Lay your voice to my ears
   as comforting as falling rains,
Carve your name so delicately so intricately
   across my heart,
Drug me so eloquently with you
   so that never can I bear to be apart….
.x.

Perception….

….Just my random little thoughts….

The sexual tension
of watching you walk,
The seductive destruction
of your voice as you talk,
Your lips
that devastating smile,
I can’t help but melt
gosh it’s so worthwhile,
Your eyes
dark pools to get lost in,
The epitome of sexy
your the most perfect little sin,
Your gorgeous secretive
addictive mind,
And I’m so utterly addicted
your a drug the perfect kind….

I think about you…. I care about you…. I am in love with you….

.x.

My Sweet Cat….

….My endless thoughts….

Sometimes I feel so selfish
in the things I want from you,
I know some of these things are impossible
and others so hard to do,
The things I want are expensive
and yet none cost even a dime,
So I’ll start with the one that’s most precious
and that my sweet is your time,
I can’t help but miss you
whenever your not here,
And even though I understand I wish
that you were so very near,
I need your patience in me
for when I do things wrong,
And sometimes when the answer is very short I’ll
fuck up and make them long,
Understand my doubts
because when I look at you,
(I can’t help but see someone out of my league)
even though I enjoy the view ☺,
Know that I mean it
when I say that I care,
And i mean it even more when I
say I’m always there,
Forgive me for my emotions
sometimes they get the better of me,
But also know that you also control them
yes to a certain degree….

From here on out the words they don’t rhyme…. these are all just my feelings, written raw this time…. (yes I know, that bit rhymed).

But honestly, don’t doubt me…. What you see? It’s the real me. I try very hard not hide anything, and lay it out for you to see. Of course there are times, when I am told something confidentiality and as I’m known for my loyalty and trust, people say more than they usually would. It’s their secret not mine, so if online, these things I will delete. (I won’t betray anyone’s trust unless a life is in danger). I hope you will respect me more for that.
But I also won’t lie to you. As I crave honesty from you, so to will I give you my honesty in return….
When I tell you I love you, I don’t just say it for the sake of saying it, or just to make you happy or, to remind you of those words…. I say because I want you to know that there are simply no words adequate to say how much I feel for you, no words to express how much I care, (I worry when you use your phone and drive, so much).
  There are things I desire that I don’t say…. like how I wish you were here in the early hours when I awake, how I wish I could turn and see you breathing, the deep breaths of relaxed, restful slumber, in those hours 2,3,4am…. I long för being able to turn over in the morning and snake my arm around your waist, snuggling into the back of you….
But I also understand, I knew from the start. And from the start I never set out to fall in love with you, it just happened and if I could back? Then I guess I would only long to tick back years to find you qicker and love you longer, (to steal the words of the quote 😉).
Look I’m rambling…. but hey, my page, my thoughts, 1 rule…. total 1 hundred million percent honesty.
So to give it my honesty in as few words as possible….?

I am so in love…. With you….

I have Sweet Cat paw prints all across my heart and down my veins….

You are the sweetest most perfect sin….x.x.

Thoughts of you
plague my mind,
And I ache in ways that are
physical I find,
Today has been real hard for me
and I know I’ve been in the wrong,
But sometimes I just get so stressed out
and find the distance so very long,
Today I’ve been left
to give so much thought,
And that tiny little cloud
and the doubt it has bought,
Can you ever see in me
just what I see in you,
I know what you say
but are those words really true,
See I love you and I trust you
mean these words I don’t lie
And….

.x.

Leaving this unfinished….

~ Touch…. ~

If I could hold you
in the night,
Caress you softly
with true loves light,
Run my fingers
over your skin,
Your the sweetest perfect
sexy sin,
Trace my fingers
across your jaw,
Makes me need you
even more,
Stop my fingers
at your mouth,
My thoughts all sliding
heading south,
Leaning closer
look in your eyes,
Damn they’re like
the darkest skies,
My lips trace lines down you neck
across your shoulder,
My thoughts more feverish
actions boulder,
Find your ink
upon your arm,
A simple touch
but me you charm,
Trace your inks
with my tongue,
I unravel
come undone,
My lips they kiss
across your chest,
Your heartbeat the sound
that I like best,
My fingers slow dance
their way down your side,
Feelings hit me harder
such a high tide,
Fingers slide down
to the curve of your hips,
Followed with the warmth
of my soft wet lips,
Fingers slide further
to grace your thigh,
So hot you give me
such a high,
Fingers travel up
your cock stands proud small gasp escapes my lips,
Trace the shaft you feel so hard
under my fingertips,
Feverishly following
the scent of you,
I lick my lips
as I enjoy the view,
Open my mouth
your sweet taste,
Taking you deeper
fully embraced,
All I want is
to have you mine,
This moment of pleasure
suspended in time….

.x.

For J.L. with love.x.x.

Assume position….

Baby come closer
his words with a growl,
His eyes shining brightly
his thoughts on the prowl,
He looks at the floor
and I drop to my knees,
My only desire
is that I aim please,
What’s this? he says
hand slides up my thigh,
And I can’t help the gasp escape
a soft sounding sigh,
His hand he with drawers
fingers lift my chin,
Eyes deep into mine
probing my essence within,
He stands silent with such power
says on your knees follow me,
Tonight we will explore
your innabitions set free,
I want to see you unbridled
your passions raw,
Baby I want you on a level
you’ve not known before,
He stops and turns and waits watching
at the door,
As on hands and knees I comply
crawl across the floor,
Stand he says fingers the chain
around my neck,
Anticipation makes me
my emotions a wreck,
Mine he says
fingers slide down my skin,
The slow burn erupts
a conflagration within,
He pushes pins me hard
up against the wall,
He becomes my oxygen my breath
as I slide lose it all,
Down the hall to his room
know just what to do,
Assume position on knees eyes closed
wrists lifted ready for cuffs from you….

.x.

~ Doubt…. ~

These thoughts they do swirl round me
please tell me that I’m wrong,
Cause at the moment I feel broken
these thoughts are hitting and I’m not strong,
At the moment it isn’t even
that I feel nieve,
Or that the truth of the matter I
just don’t perceive,
A simple toy a plaything
till something better you find,
And I am cast
so far from your mind,
These thoughts are hitting hard
the doubt flowing with ease,
The doubt it caresses uses fingers
such a tease,
And I am under
doubts spell,
Falling apart
going to hell,
Not good enough
just don’t feel I can ever be,
Is it your bored and I’m easy
wonder what you see in me,
Doubt it is a killer
and it’s sown it’s seeds,
My fingers are raw and bloodied
from picking all these weeds….

.x.

….The hardest thing, is that even with doubt, it doesn’t change, I love you so much….
….I don’t need to shoot for the stars….
….all I want is the moon….
.x.

~ Fate…. ~

There are so many moments
throughout the day,
When thoughts of you
come my way,
And these fluttering thoughts
they make me smile,
Because thoughts of you
are always worthwhile,
It’s funny how hard I’ve
fallen for you,
And it’s scary that these feelings
are pure and true,
Fate joined our paths
so that we would meet,
Fate knew that I’d love you
from your head to your feet,
See when I was believing
that love just ain’t real,
Destiny said don’t worry
fate will show you how to feel,
Fate and destiny hatched a plan
then sat back to watch it flow,
They asked you to take a second look
then sowed the seed of love in me and sat back to watch it grow….

.x.

For J.L.

I’m tired….

My sexy sweet man
sleep does call,
But it is not
what I want at all,
To stay awake is
what I need,
I have this hunger
only you can feed,
Your silken words I
want to tease,
My only desire
is that you I please,
And yet here I am
falling asleep,
To stay awake is one promise
to myself I can’t keep,
More so tonight
you my heart will miss,
But there’s nothing I can do
except send this small kiss,
Your neck I wish to link
my arms around,
And to have your heartbeat
my only sound,
The things I want
just can’t be done,
But our words can be used
to have some fun,
*….Sigh. …*
Tonight my love I will dream of you,
Know this my sweet I
love you true….
.x.

Text play part 3

Me and you and you and me,
An endless passion is how we’d be,
Babe your in my thoughts all day,
I make no effort to push them away,
If we were together we’d be up all night,
Passion fire pleasure til dawns first light,
Our minds spiritually  entwined,
I wanna make love to your sexy mind,
We the way we are we could push it higher,
And if we were together we’d  be the biggest conflagration an endless fire….

.x.