I believe in you
yes I do,
I want you
need you so true,
You make me happy
make me mad,
Make me smile
make me sad,
Giving pleasure
giving pain,
Gonna drive me
so insane,
I feel you crawling
under my skin,
Someone says your name
electric current comes alive from within,
Damn
you must be a sin,
I wanna please you,
Tease you,
Kiss you
lick you,
Suck you
fuck you,
Your mere name,
Drives me insane,
Till I’m screaming
NO NO NO NO.
S.T.O.P.!!!!
I pause take a breath stand still….
I need to release this….pressure….
higher higher
I’m giving off an energy I can’t control,
This is because of you I’m not whole,
And then I get a text from you
it starts with a “Hi.”,
My senses explode
I touch the sky,
Bring me back
the flippin ground,
Hey emotions
I wanna be downed,
If you touched me right now
I would give off such a spark,
Together we could light up
the never ending eternal dark,
Like an explosion
a humongous shock-wave,
Please let me come to my senses
I’m sending out an sos somebody please save,
But no….
I don’t wanna be saved
from my sea of senses,
I like the real the edge
I don’t like pretences,
I’ve stopped….
Standing there
my fingers red,
The dripping blood
but I’m not dead,
In my hand
the proof I see,
Just why it is
you intoxicate me,
Your name its written
on my heart….
Is this why thoughts of you
cascade my mind,
When your around
breathing is so hard I find,
I cannot look you in the eye
instead left right or down,
Although usually
at the ground,
Fuck this ain’t right it can’t be fair
I go to pieces at your touch,
I’m coming to the realization
you mean so much,
I’m an addict
your my drug,
Its finally hit me
I’m in love….
.x.
