Today I’m crashing….
My mind emotions feelings thoughts
in free fall,
I couldn’t care less all reasonable thought gone
my happiness disappeared fuck you all,
Today I’m empty
void of thought,
I can’t remember what I’m doing
can’t remember the smile steps I’m taught,
I’m so tired
energy taken from flesh and bone,
Gray swirls around keeps negativity
i feel alone,
I feel so lost
so empty today,
My smile is gone
packed its bags gone away,
Darkness is calling me
smudges the edges of real,
Comprehension is gone
nothing makes me feel,
Today my heads
messed,
I struggle
to get dressed,
Today I want to run
away,
I don’t want to be me I don’t want to
stay,
Today I feel a disappointment
i feel hated,
Today I feel so low that even
unloved seems over rated,
Tomorrow I may feel better happier
or just the same,
I can’t guarantee I’m gonna be ok
i’m on depressions board game….
.x.
