The light from the mobile game flickers
outside the rain pours down,
Its freezing cold out there
but here in warmth you drown,
The TV set to mute
blankets pillows across sofa and floor,
Your idly watching something
though your mind not here anymore,
12 midnight
1 then 2am skips around,
3am 4am
not a single sound,
5am 6am
better go to bed,
7am time to get up
inside you are so dead,
But dead you are not
just comfortably numb,
Your threads are all frayed
yet not yet come undone,
Your holding it all
just barely together,
But your holding it all
and will do forever,
Though tired and broken
you may be,
One day yes one day
you’ll be free…x.