Tell me
tell me my sweet,
How do I cope
memories bittersweet,
How do I move
when my heart longs for you,
How do I cope
with these feelings so true,
Tell me how you moved on
because I drown each night,
And I sleep so very little
thoughts of you haunt me til the light,
Inside me a desperation
a need to do what’s right,
Going against my feelings
stupid endless fight,
Tell me how you did it
wiped me with such ease,
When I finally sleep I dream of you
memories softly tease,
And my heart
it cries for you,
And I constantly silence it
and so it tries for you,
There are words so many words
thoughts feelings spin like a whirlwind,
In feeling for you like this I’ve
sinned,
I just want to
give in,
Your the most beautifully
perfect sin,
But these now are only my thoughts
just how I feel,
Because we don’t talk anymore
and I’m stuck with a heart so real,
I am at such a loss
not knowing what to do,
Tell me my beautiful perfection
how do I get over you,
You don’t feel
the same,
I was just
a game,
And yet here the proof
so true,
I never played games my heart soul
totally for you,
So here I am so stuck
everything does fuse,
Guess I have a stupid heart
because still you it choose….
.x.
This is so real… too real…
Thank you. And yes it is….