….you made my storms quiet
such a gift….
….now your gone
such a curse….
.x.
Archive for June, 2016
Sometimes I feel nobody understands
and I guess that its ok,
All I want is you
each and every day,
and it kills yes it kills
so very deep inside,
And I fight all of these feeling
and from my heart I try to hide,
I guess the nights they are the hardest
they’re when I wish you were around,
When I finally sleep you are my dreams
my feet they lose the ground,
Times moving forward
and yet I lose,
Try so hard
but my heart you it choose,
All these words feelings about you
a tornado spin around,
So lost its not fair
lips sealed not a sound,
Another night no sleep….
.x.
Tell me
tell me my sweet,
How do I cope
memories bittersweet,
How do I move
when my heart longs for you,
How do I cope
with these feelings so true,
Tell me how you moved on
because I drown each night,
And I sleep so very little
thoughts of you haunt me til the light,
Inside me a desperation
a need to do what’s right,
Going against my feelings
stupid endless fight,
Tell me how you did it
wiped me with such ease,
When I finally sleep I dream of you
memories softly tease,
And my heart
it cries for you,
And I constantly silence it
and so it tries for you,
There are words so many words
thoughts feelings spin like a whirlwind,
In feeling for you like this I’ve
sinned,
I just want to
give in,
Your the most beautifully
perfect sin,
But these now are only my thoughts
just how I feel,
Because we don’t talk anymore
and I’m stuck with a heart so real,
I am at such a loss
not knowing what to do,
Tell me my beautiful perfection
how do I get over you,
You don’t feel
the same,
I was just
a game,
And yet here the proof
so true,
I never played games my heart soul
totally for you,
So here I am so stuck
everything does fuse,
Guess I have a stupid heart
because still you it choose….
.x.
It’s raining
and I feel it running down my skin,
That harsh sharp cold
that sets off the vibration within,
Running in rivulets
clothes and hair soaked through,
Sets the fire within me roaring
and my thoughts they turn to you,
Listening to that sound
the water pouring down,
And I am enveloped
a sea of you I drown,
It’s raining
sweet soft summer rain,
It draws my thoughts you
such predictability I am slain,
It’s raining
warmth and water travel across my skin,
Hesitation in daydreaming
the sweetest fucking sin,
The sound of the rain
it’s music does surround,
Soaking my skin dancing in the rain
to its rhythm I am bound….
.x.
An empty space.... 