There are dark secrets that travel my mind
it’s rough hard bracken and rain,
It’s twisted and broken spinning back through time
it’s an endless river of pain,
The memories they keep on haunting
even though I pack them on their way,
And that fucking horse he chases me
a nightmare I don’t want to play,
And it’s words oh so many words
twisting their way through,
They slap so hard I fall to my knees
then they stand me again before you,
And you you take my heart caress
then crush it beneath your feet,
You drag your finger under my chin
then knock me down when our eye does meet,
And it’s her voice and I’m 6 again
but I see with the eyes of now,
And it’s so messed up and sickening
and I see what your doing to him and I’m screaming how,
Every knock down I get back up
so much stronger than I know,
But these thoughts these memories this nightmare
try to break me as they put on a show,
I close my eyes and he’s standing over me again
his hand print across my face,
And my feelings they crack and splinter
shatter all over the place,
Now I’m back ten paces fighting this
and it’s all because of a text,
But I’ll stand again and fight this
because happiness is what’s supposed to come next….

.x.

Sometimes all it takes is a text from someone who knows the right words to use….

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