Tonight I can’t write….

I try I’ve tried
but the words won’t flow,
There is so much emotion
within me,
The walls of this dam are paper thin
but they’re holding so I can’t flow free,
It’s like I need a catalyst something someone to tip the balance let me go,
That correct thing that will break me
and allow the overflow,
But what who or where’d I find it?
that I just don’t know,
I slide on
another song,
This night
it will be long,
I need a new scar
on my heart,
I’m unarmed  for all to see
line up your shot please rip through me….