All I wanna do is reach out and touch you
speak aloud and call your name,
I wanna tell you that this is killing me
i’m breaking I’m not the same,
Inside I’m falling
apart,
It’s ripped a jagged hole
in my heart,
A hole that’s never gonna heal
no never never not for years,
And my eyes they can’t stop filling
can’t stop shedding all these tears,
Those words that said
no more,
And I walked out
the door,
That text i read
my heart it did slice,
It turned my world upside down
turned my happy core to ice,
You betrayed
me,
You played
me,
You asked her when she was free next
so you could touch tongues and so much more,
This hurts so much I can’t breathe
my heart left bleeding on the floor,
The texts like pictures they play
on my mind,
You did this while you were around me
and I never suspected because your just so kind,
Now when I breathe it burns
my soul,
There’s only darkness cause
you are my whole,
I threw your phone at you so numb
then I sat outside the back door,
It feels like you’ve knifed me a thousand times
then laughed as I bleed
bleed all over the floor….
.x.
Inspired by a post on bribruceproductions blog. Thank you for the inspiration! .x.
this was my life – 2012 and 2013.
I feel lucky that I’ve never had to go through this. I’m a bit of a wuss emotionally so I’d probably be ten times worse than above 🙂
I do however know whats it’s like to love someone you just can’t have and that hurts more than words…. Sending you some happy hugs and a wish for a wonderful weekend.x.x.