( Part 2 )
Laying in this bed
no sleep all night it’s true,
My thoughts they have spun
intoxicated by you,
I hold the pillow
tight,
Don’t know why
it just feels right,
I take all these words
and cast them out,
I can’t fight against this much longer
no I just won’t shout,
Your smell your smell
enveloping wrapping its tendrils around,
I am lost on your smell
to every sound,
This pillow this quilt this room
everywhere I look everything I see,
All set to play its part
to remind me of you to have an effect on me,
I’m an addict
and your a drug so true,
I’m just hopelessly helplessly addicted
to you….
But no its not an addiction
with you it’s so much more,
You take away my standing
and leave me on the floor,
Everything’s up and
whats up is down,
Everything’s right but wrong
but spun around,
It’s fresh but not new
just comforting quiet and old,
It plays ever so slowly
and yet a story unfold,
Those words they hit me
with the force of a car,
Those ending words
those true words are,
“And I am lost on every
sound,”
“Until there’s nothing no thought but you
til I hit the ground….”
.x.
….For you….
….All ways for you….