Archive for July, 2013


~ Some days…. ~

 

 

Some days

are just bad days,

Where it doesn’t really matter

what anyone says,

Where I’m a ripple in a puddle a pond

and I just can’t reach the edge,

Where I reach to far or not far enough

and I just slip off the ledge,

Some days I’m hipperty happy

smiley giggly and carefree,

Where the sunshine shines so very very bright

sparkle glare so strong you can’t see,

Some days grinning like an idiot

other days a big storm cloud,

Some days I hate and hate

and others kinda proud,

Some days I like the skin I’m in

other days I wanna run be free,

Don’t place your bets never know what your gonna get

some days a blender best describes me….

 

.x.

 

 

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~ The text…. ~

Snow flake kisses

barest earth,

hard cold frost

signals winters rebirth,

A fleeting memory of the autumn

gone by,

As the hail sleet snow

it falls from the sky,

The wind rushes down the streets

it kicks up such a mess,

But over fields and through trees

is where its heard the best,

The train streams

over the tracks,

A series of loud

clickety-clacks,

Most strangers on board

oblivious to the snow,

Some nearing journeys end

others still so far to go,

The snow is thicker and its heavier

the wind drives it along,

Long train it keeps on going

its heavy fast and strong,

The wind shrieks down the tracks to the farmyard 

it howls around the barn,

Old wool jumper left on a peg

the wind rips at its yarn,

Barnyard icy muddy

slush,

The snow the range rover tyres

crush,

Snow falls heavier

on the windscreen,

The train pushes 

along unseen,

The farmer jumps out to open

the level crossings big gate,

Looks both ways up the track

jumps in his car but still he does hesitate, 

Puts the big car in gear then a text from his wife

we need nappies go careful please don’t be back late,

He looks up big train whooshes by

looks like that text was fate,

Over the now empty tracks

he’s more cautious as he goes on his way,

And that is where we leave him

as night takes over this day,

The big train carries on

forever on wards through the snow,

Through empty abandoned stations

it still has far to go,

Huge flakes fall past the windows

to the passengers their unseen,

Unknowing to the accident

that could have just been,

The lights of the train just seen

an eerie echoed glow,

The train just pushing forward

on tracks covered by the snow….

.x.

~ Slipping…. ~

Walking up the holy steps

bare feet on silver ground,

I see the ghosts the hellion watchers

the deafening drums they pound,

They call they call

a sound so soft and sweet,

Their song swirls and caress’s 

binds unseen chains around my feet,

“Come….” “come….”

these drums they call they call,

We promise no more nightmares

just gently you’ll fall.

I can’t help it

so easy to slip,

Like a poisonous drink

i just take a sip,

Back towards the vortex

so deep under ground,

Where hostility rages

where screams are the sound….

.x.

 

 

My masks                          

a permanent smile,

Deludes you

to think its worthwhile,

So clever at this now

i just look at the floor,

So you can’t see my eyes

walk through the masks door,

Inside me the scales are 

tipping,

The balance overloaded

every things slipping,

My whirlwind is faster

losing control,

The darkness is coming

to swallow me whole,

And so I run I run

i run away,

My mind flips back

through yesterday,

When sunshine

it was streaming,

But now its all just 

screaming,

Falling falling

falling down,

Scratch’s on my skin from the bracken

i hit the ground,

I run I run

i’m pushed on to run away,

Your not gonna catch me

no not today,

Deathly rider on your

ghostly steed,

Why chase and torment me

what do you need,

So frightened of you

a fear so great,

No courage to face you

faiths to late,

I wake up screaming

in my bed,

Drenched in sweat

from foot to head,

My other half shaking me

to stop wishing I was dead,

And so it settles

the icy fear the dread,

Please forgive

for all the things I’ve done wrong,

You’ve been playing this game

for so very long,

You torment my mind

you crush my soul,

Deathly rider

why not consume me whole,

You chip away

till I’m near empty inside,

Isn’t there a code

by which you have to abide,

Deathly rider ghostly steed

will I ever be free,

From your nightmare?

your endless chasing?

you truly terrify me….

 

.x.

 

 

~ Little thoughts…. ~

( the things you do…. )

….Overwhelm me

         capture my soul,

                   Take me hard

                              fill me whole,

                                      Dominate me

                                                make me lose control….

                                                                .x.

100%

…. When you kiss me that way and my entire being goes up in flames…. .x.

 

 

Yes you did…. .x.

 

 

~ The Floor…. ~

 

Wrap my arms                              

around your waist,                                  

I just need more                                  

of your sweet taste,                    

Kisses deep                              

on barest skin,                          

Flames desire                              

from within,                                

Need you now                                      

more than before,                                  

Against the wall                    

the bed the floor,                      

Take me sweet                              

soft and low,                            

Push me far                                      

as I can go,                                      

Lay back let me take                                                  

just what I need,                                        

A hunger only you                                        

can feed,                                              

Touch me there                                              

again like this,                                                

Temperature rise                                

breath catch heartbeat miss,                                                      

Back arched lost                              

to the feeling of you,                                        

Delirium shudder gasp                                        

see what you do,                                

Nipples harden even more                              

as I run my fingers across your skin,                                      

Mine to do as I pleasure                                    

gosh you must be a sin,                                                

Need you more                      

but we keep the pace,                                            

Passions heighten                                      

but we don’t race,                          

Skin burns at your touch                                  

sparks and sets alight,                                    

looking down at you                                

a deeply sexy sight,                                                  

Feelings build higher higher                              

our pace picks up harder than before,                                

Explosion shatters through me                      

can’t take no more,                                          

The two of us together                

spent content                              

I kiss you deeply                                                    

as we lay on the floor….

 

.x.

 

 

~ To stay untitled to stay…. ~

 

 

Sometimes everywhere I look                        

i see your face,                                      

I see your smile and your vitality                

my legs stop working lose their pace,                                                    

I get butterflies                                  

pupils dilate,                        

Breathing shallows                                            

an effect you create,                                      

Skin prickles                                  

sets aflame,                                      

Rational thoughts they disappear                                                

always the same,                                        

Every time I think I’m                                      

over the effect of you,                                            

You do something so simple                                

to prove that just ain’t true….

 

.x.

 

 

 

 

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