Not speaking to yous

killing me,

My heart’s aching and 

this storm won’t leave me be,

My soul feels like its been ripped out

been ripped out and torn in two,

Body’s craving a never ending hunger

the only food it needs is you,

My skin consistently crawling

it’s screaming for your touch,

I’m burning a conflagration

your the water I need so much,

And yet still I fight these impulses

still I won’t have you here,

But my whole beings in a blind panic

cuz it only wants you near….