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~ Hooked ~

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May 31, 2012

(Junkies Love)

Loved you then

love you still,

Always have

always will,

But I hate you I hate you cuz I know I’m

always gonna love you,

No-one can match or be

above you,

No matter what I’ve done in life

these feelings remain,

And never different

always the same,

Only stronger,

And takes me longer,

Longer to disguise des-par-ately

try to hide,

Try to hide these feelings

for so long,

Always said

that they were wrong,

You

your always there,

And me I’ll

always care,

Care that I’m still loving you

the way I do….

.x.

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~ Across the lines…. ~

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Across the lines

the lines that span our religions,

Our religions why’d they come with

so many conditions,

Our parents hate each other

their at war,

But why

what on earth are we still fighting for,

I’m sick of lying

and deceit,

We’re both so jumpy

when we meet,

Don’t want to cause dishonor

hurt or shame,

And yet I love you

just the same,

Being without you

tears me apart,

Yet this dishonor

breaks my heart,

I want to make

my family proud,

But don’t want to walk

with their selected crowd,

And so in secret

we do meet,

Look the other way

should we chance in the street,

Our families would disown us

if they knew,

But that doesn’t change your love for me

or mine for you….

….Love has no race, no color, no creed, Love doesn’t care the color of your skin, Love doesn’t care whether you read from the Torah, Quran(Koran), or Bible….

….Love has no boundaries….

.x.

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~ .. …. ~

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May 28, 2012

Sometimes I feel

if I could just bleed,

It would take away this hurt

this need,

Life is a bunch

of tiny thread,

And when they all break

you end up dead,

Choosing the way

with so many mistakes,

I push and push

until it all breaks,

Holding the knife

against my skin,

Then the pain slips out

and I’m better within,

Lying on a towel

on the floor,

I gaze at the window I

see outside the door,

The pain makes me realize

this is me I’m real,

And gives the warm fuzzy feeling

I long to feel,

This is a happiness

that I can keep,

At last I smile

as I find peaceful sleep….

The title of this was originally called ~ To Late ~

.x.

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Think before you speak!

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Yup! I totally made another fuck up!

I sent a friend an email, And they sent a longer one back. I can’t say what they wrote as, it’s personal and I wouldn’t do that to them. I got thinking about their email and sent them a text to ask if their voicemail was on. you may think that’s a bit mad but, in all the years we’ve text msn’ed and emailed, we’ve never spoken.

So getting back to it….Their phone is ringing and I have thought about exactly what I’m gonna say AND…. Their voicemail clicks in and the automated woman on it totally freaks me out, and makes me forget I was gonna say!

They will at some point read this and most likely laugh(I think by now they’ve realized yes I have lost the plot!).

So to this person….

I don’t think your a nut! I think you are very kind and considerate. I think you should just go for it and put your happy face on, the worst that could happen is a no. and no’s don’t hurt! I wish you luck! I don’t think you’ll need it! But, I wish you it anyway! A super big hug sent to you!

Take care, your very loopy friend, Naomi.x.

AND! To everyone out there at the other rend of the wire…. I hope the rest of your monday if the best it can be for you! Right now I’m off as I do believe the sunshine has gone to my head and made me even loop-ier than usual!!

Happy hugs all.x.

🙂

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The soldier.

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May 27, 2012

The soldier made me think of you,

How you said we could dream anything and if we believed, it could come true,

The tiny metal soldier you said put it in your pocket,

Every time I need strength, that soldier will be there,

My strength and my courage are like that soldier,

You said,

Like that soldier,

Every time the battle seems lost and it seems like I’ve fallen,

Like the soldier I stand up again and get through it,

You said I should always keep that soldier,

I said I would send it to you so you could fight your armies,

You laughed I smiled,

That little soldier became a meaning,

I found that metal soldier today,

Found it when it mattered,

When I needed the courage,

The strength,

I found that soldier and smiled….

.x.

For my dearest friend Pelle Olsson, all these years you have been there for me good and bad.

As always take care and sending hugs your way.x.

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~ Honey Trap…. ~

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May 26, 2012

Your words fall through

the wire,

And gosh your such

a liar,

You say your alone

but I know your taken,

You think I’m falling for you

but your mistaken,

You say your life

is dark and grey,

That talking to me is your sunshine

it makes your day,

Tonight you said

you think your falling in love,

That I must be an angel

sent online from above,

All the dirty photos

you have sent,

And the money on the flowers

and champagne to my “house” you’ve spent,

And then there are

the calls texts and emails,

Your like a slug

you leave so many trails,

Away at another “conference”

at the hotel we’ll have dinner,

Well it ain’t me your meeting

you lying cheating sinner,

You will say I mean nothing I’m a stalker

set out to ruin your life,

But she already has all the proof

your smart stunning wife….

.x.

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~ Safety zone…. ~

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May 25, 2012

The storm does rage

the wind does howl,

Darkness lingers

deaths on the prowl,

Standing on the

jagged ledge,

I can’t reach its to far

over the edge,

I just can’t reach

the safty zone,

There’s a danger here

an undertone,

This place it is

an endless night,

All around there are screams

of bloodcurdling fright,

On my travels I have seen

never a soul,

This place is deathly

unclean unwhole,

So small in distance

from the safety zone,

Yet never have I felt

so utterly alone….

.x.

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:-)

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May 24, 2012

I am soooooo happy today that this morning (it’s 8:44am), I am just gonna say….

Good morning everyone and I hope you have a fantastic Thursday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy hugs all.x.

🙂

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Just me!

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May 23, 2012

Posted a few poems today and now I’m gonna leave you with a few pictures….

This is a bottle of Tymbark apple and mint, they always have something written under the lid. As always I rather foolishly ask the bottle a question before I pull the lid back, usually the answer is totally unrelated to the question. Total shock last night when the answer was near perfect to my question!

If you haven’t tried this drink before, its yummie!

Happy hugs all and may the rest of your wednesday be utterly fantastic!!

.x.