In to deep to say goodbye….
Oh lord please help,
I need a little courage,little wisdom,little faith,
Faith….
faith in myself to tell the difference,
I’ve been running down the wrong path,
banging on the wrong door,
Thinking I was right but no I’m wrong,
how can I have not seen for so long,
That night, the outside bar, she sat on a stool,
I remember no reflection in the pool,
How could I have not seen
the consequences that would mean?
Did I never care?
her reflection wasn’t there….
She looked at me
with hunger bright,
A victim caught within her light,
Entrapment it was there
and still I didn’t care….
I didn’t have the faith I needed
beauty…. one of her many a tool,
And with desire, I was so blinded
to no reflection in the pool….
Archive for March, 2012
Sometimes I have a bad day
when I’m feeling all alone,
When my sunshine it just fades away
and I feel I’m on my own,
When the shadows all close in on me
and theres nothing left to do,
I look deep down within myself
and there I do find you,
You are my knight
in armour so bright,
Fighting my demons
untill their out of sight,
Please stay with me
untill the morn,
Theres something about
the breaking dawn,
I feel the sun
wash over me,
I know of my demons
i’ll never be free,
But brave knight
with you here,
You give a little courage
take a little fear….
Bad love
why wont you leave me be,
Bad love
its time you set me free,
You stole my heart
an unwanted prize,
And now the annoyance
you can’t disguise,
Your sexy smile
captivating stare,
We used to talk
now the “we” isn’t there,
Do I tell you?
do I dare?
The years have passed
we’re not the same,
But still I’m stuck
on your boardgame,
Bad love it’s time
you let me go,
Bad love your unfair
and you know……..
Long time since I wrote specifically for someone….This is for Blue.S. about her “Bad love” for her P.S. ….
Broken hearted hugs to you both…x.
~Fighting Demons~
Your mask it is still slipping,
Your world it is still tipping,
Dark thoughts they all come rushing by,
Deaths at the window wants to say hi,
Ebony thoughts there in your head,
Heard you wishin you was dead,
tut tut tut tut tut tut,
Me I been down that road before,
Caught hold of deaths coat as he stepped through hells door,
Theres a better life for you out there….
You are cared about much more than you know….
You are loved much more than you realise….
Was walking round The Deep in Hull and they have a photo of me!!!! 🙂
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