Archive for March, 2012


Am I a big kid?

Yup I am!!

Off to London today and my mind screams “Oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!! The stress of kids on the train!!!!!!!!”

This is swiftly replaced by one word….

“Shoppinggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

Can’t you tell I’m female?!!

Have a fab weekend all.x.

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Bathed in sweat and moonlight

back arched up against these pains,

Wrists split cut and bleed

can’t break free of these tight reins,

My heart it just beats faster

like a steady beating drum,

My skin it starts to tingle

a real strange rhythm starts to hum,

and then I hear the creaking

foot steps coming up the stair,

On my constraints I pull much harder

my eyes fill with despair,

Slowly the door opens

a shadow fills the room,

He closes the door and stands there

a heavy weight in the gloom,

I tried to plead and plead with him

but my throat closes like a vice,

My minds raging body’s burning

but I shiver like I’m ice,

I hear him sighing deeply

as he walks across the room,

My heart reaches a crescendo

with the knowledge of impending doom,

As he moves across the floor

something glints quite brightly,

Something silver in his hand

that he grips so tightly,

I feel I’ve been plunged

down a hole,

Want to beg be swift

release my soul,

He reaches for my binds

not making a sound,

The policeman my rescuer

I have finally been found….

Got you all didn’t I!!!!

~ 3 Questions ~

3 Questions….

What annoys you?

What makes you happy?

What would make you argue?

I wish that I            

could write,            

I wish that I                

was bright,                

I wish my mind was              

was light,                  

But write I cannot            

do,                    

And bright I am not                            

to,                                

And light?            

that just ain’t so,                          

in my heart I kinda know,                          

That all I touch                          

I just destroy

and so the story goes….

If I’m honest

your in my heart,  

You’ve been there so long    

where do I start,    

You took part of my heart      

and planted a seed,            

Are all of these years                  

I find I need,          

I’ve watched this seed            

grow into a tree,              

Each time it bares fruit        

 you take it from me….

Dam life is so unfair sometimes….

~ Temptress ~

Softly in the shadows

her footsteps wonder by,

In darkness she doesn’t wear her mask

in darkness her life don’t lie,

She weaves a tale

on softest song,

It hits you heavy

hard and long,

Spinning in circles

she spins you around,

Like a thunderclap she stuns you

with her melodious sound,

It leaves you weak

to weak to leave,

The feelings she invokes

can hurt just to breathe,

Your feelings they spin

in tormented pleasure and pain,

Your body succumbs

in a shower of rain,

And that’s when she leaves you

lying there on the floor,

She goes back to the shadows

and stays there once more….

 

 

Pour mind onto jagged  paper

ripped off at the edge,

No longer standing where it’s safely

I’m stepping off the edge,

Down deep down in the abyss

the words all spin around,

Gasp for breath and try to scream

but utter not a sound,

Abyss is not all

that it seems,

Shards of white light

break these dreams,

I’m woken up to

my own screams,

My nightmare

it fades but not away,

It terrorizes at night

hides menacingly during the day….

 

 

There’s something about this time of year that makes me gloomy

gets me down,

Don’t know what it is but it takes my smile

leaves me with a frown,

Its strange cuz I like the misty mornings

and my favorite weather is the rain,

I like the spring and its rebirth

and 30 starlings in the garden all beautifull looking the same,

These feelings they still persist within me

and unlike when I was 16 I can’t get stoned,

It’s mad cuz I’m happy with my life

but my smile it’s just been loaned….

 

 

Looking for the music

music for my soul,

I need to feed a hunger

need to make me whole,

There’s something in me missing

I sometimes catch it in a song,

When the rhythm hits me heavy

makes me giddy turns me on,

Twirling around

just gotta dance,

Music makes me

take that chance,

It’s strange cuz with music

I feel so blissfully free,

But when the music is gone

I’m shy unnoticeable me….

~ 5 Things ~

5 Things

Everyone has 5 things that they regret they have or haven’t done.

I got thinking about these 5 things and decided mine are:-

Not saying I was sorry.

Not saying I love you.

That night, I regret not turning around.

Telling someone what I really thought.(in later life it became important).

I should of  told someone I thought of them as my dad.

SO….

That’s my five(5)  things. All very important to me, all could of really changed my life.

I wonder what your 5 things are? All you people out in internet land?

Five things….

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