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And so she dies a little….

Did I tell you
did I tell you don’t go,
Cause I’m struggling I
know I’m falling deeper does it show,
And I’m afraid yes so afraid
of getting hurt by you,
All these feelings shock me
they mock and stick like glue,
If it would make a difference I’d ask you
stay with me,
But I gotta hold these feelings back
just can’t let them free,
Oh so many rules
of which I must abide,
Cause I’m just some dirty secret
one which you do hide….

.x.

You….

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For I both desire and crave you in ways beyond mere words….
….only your passionate embrace can calm my storms….
.x.

The light is glinting
off the blade,
Our game
my dear sweet everglade,
Gagged and bound
and roughly tied,
The emotions in your eyes
the perfect tide,
Dear sweet everglade
your skin stained red,
The simplest touch
and your sins you’ve bled,
The erotic dance
as it moves down your skin,
Your feverish glow
ignites me from within,
My beautiful everglade
on those chains you pull,
They hold you aloft
expose you so full,
Your breathing is ragged
watch your chest rise and fall,
Your life it is slipping
muffled moans you do call,
Not long now sweet everglade
just barest breath,
Your opening to me
your finest moment in death,
The chains they jerk once
and then relax in the silence,
The light leaves your eyes
such pride and no violence,
I love you sweet everglade
your preciousness gifted to me,
I watched the weight of the world leave you
now dear everglade you are free….

.x.

You know you just can’t hide from them
the thoughts that go round in your head,
Your sleeping is wrecked despising the night
you dread the sight of your bed,
Insecurities they’re
flying high,
never good enough so
why even try….

Just another day….

Come on now
you gotta keep it real,
Can’t let them know
just how you feel,
The nightmares that haunt you
those screams in the night,
Gasping for breath
outta your mind by first light,
Write with fingers
dipped in blood from your skin,
Books pages all you find
but don’t write out your sin,
Death he stands in the corner
watching you with the knife,
Just a little deeper his voice song full sweet
come to me end your life,
You drop the knife
upon the floor,
Crawl on knees
out kitchen door,
Wonder if you
can take much more,
You need some peace
but your minds at war,
Collapse in a corner
wish you could fade away,
Head on your knees the alarm goes off
plaster a smile face a new day….

.x.

….That voice….

….The sound of your voice… an intoxicatingly addictive mixture of warm honey and luxuriously soft velvet, such a sound to fall from those lips,
  that I am left but an addict with an insatiable hunger for your words….
.x.

….Write your words in crooked lines
    at depth across my skin,
Smile that secret smile
   as I fall for the perfect sin,
Dance your fingers
   the softest feelings across my veins,
Lay your voice to my ears
   as comforting as falling rains,
Carve your name so delicately so intricately
   across my heart,
Drug me so eloquently with you
   so that never can I bear to be apart….
.x.

Perception….

….Just my random little thoughts….

The sexual tension
of watching you walk,
The seductive destruction
of your voice as you talk,
Your lips
that devastating smile,
I can’t help but melt
gosh it’s so worthwhile,
Your eyes
dark pools to get lost in,
The epitome of sexy
your the most perfect little sin,
Your gorgeous secretive
addictive mind,
And I’m so utterly addicted
your a drug the perfect kind….

I think about you…. I care about you…. I am in love with you….

.x.

….He is art
so chaotic and passionate and deep,
Such deep knowing eyes such a sexy smile
and I am lost in the secrets he does keep,
He is art
a raging whirlwind of emotions kept under lock and key,
Unleashed only with intimacy when he doesn’t hold back
let’s everything pour free,
He is art
such a sexy soul so quiet controlled,
He is my addiction I’m an addict
this addictions taken ahold,
He is art
the kind that pours itself into your soul,
The kind that doesn’t take a little
it’s the kind that takes you whole,
He is the kind of art that shakes your senses
that makes you realise nothing no one will ever be as good,
He’ll take all your thoughts and re order them
even when your feeling misunderstood,
You will fall so hard so deep
into this beautiful sensual chaotic man,
And 100% of you
he’ll settle for no less than….

You…. daydreamer are totally irrevocably hooked…. x.

(Written when drunk at about 2am this morning….)

For the one who walks paw prints across hearts….

.x.

To stay untitled….

Show me what type of person you are
tell me your hopes and your dreams,
Tell me what makes you happy and glad
and what keeps you coming apart at the seams,
Tell me the dreams that do haunt you
when your laying awake in your bed,
Tell me all of doubt that you so believe
as it circles around in your head,
Show me your spectrum of grey
how the colours all smudge into one,
Show me that great big fake smile
as inside you are coming undone,
Tell me the story in your veins
tell me what sets alight to your skin,
Tell me what makes you burn brighter
what makes the fire rage from within,
Walk me through the passages
of your mind,
So I see all the troubles
you find,
Every time you think you can’t take any more
and you think that your all alone,
I want you to know that your cared for so much
and you don’t have to go it on your own….

.x.

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